Life changes. Sometimes faster than a blink of the eyes.
Other times it is gradual, twisting and turning through the years.
Regardless of the time… Life changes.
and I’ve spent a lot of time thinking.
Dreaming of my life that would be.
Since I was a child
as a teen
as a pretend adult.
And then when life got real.
I’ve wanted big things.
And over the years, I’ve lived (my moments)
only to quickly dream up the next
Today though, I am just happy to be me.
Happy in my skin,
happy in my reflection
happy in my thoughts of now.
I can’t begin to tell you how genuinely happy I truly am.
In this moment.
with my children,
with my family and with my friends.
I am happy.
they are happening for me,
I’m not daydreaming.
This is real.
I am in control of my life and it feels wonderful!
The edges aren’t so sharp
I’ve let go of the pain
I feel fantastic and I let these feelings go
I can’t say that I’m sorry I haven’t written
I’ve needed some time to focus on me;
it’s done wonders.
I’m back though…
I’ve never felt more alive